i'm back, i swear i'm back
i'm back for good, okay? i can't live with myself like this anymore
i need to be back where i was at 117 again
i don't even know how much i weigh right now, but i promise it's much more than where i left this blog...
i'm starting back at day one - today. i've had an extremely emotional day, lost in my own thoughts... hating the thoughts that would drag me into reality. but the control rests in the food i eat and the calories i consume.
NOW i have control again
NOW i can work on myself
NOW i'm back and i don't ever want to leave again...
b - 280
l - 0
d - 0
total: 280
