Monday, April 1, 2013

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I weigh 136.4 lbs
I hate it

I'm going to start juice fasting tomorrow. Today went alright - 1,044 calories from a fruit and veggie smoothie and easter leftovers. I need to throw out ALL of my junk food tomorrow and CLEAN to take my mind off of food.

Classes started today, so I won't be around my boyfriend very much until school gets out and I graduate in June. It sucks, but I'm trying to think of it as an opportunity to get organized and back in shape and eating better and MUCH less and preparing for summer. I'm planning on moving in with my bf and I've never looked forward to anything more in my entire life. I'm so in love... And he's with me on getting into better shape and eating healthy! We've even made challenges for each other like no fast food, drinking 8 glasses of water, and sticking to our calorie goals.

So tomorrow starts the juice fast. I don't have access to a juicer unfortunately, so all I have to work with is jamba juice and whatever I can get my hands on at the grocery store for now.

Saturday, February 23, 2013

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I'm so depressed. I have so much debt and my dog died today. I had to bury him in my mom's backyard. My boyfriend is three hours away. I'm so fat right now. I gained so much weight...
So much has happened.
Maybe I'll use this blog again, I'm not sure. But I need more control. Whatever works.